Where can you go for help?

The best thing for you to do would be to make a doctors appointment or make an appointment with a counselor. I found that a mixture of therapy and medication is very helpful. 

Websites that can provide you with information about depression and suicide prevention

http://www.upliftprogram.com/depression_stats.html

http://allaboutdepression.com/gen_01.html

http://www.dbsalliance.org/site/PageServer?pagename=about_statistics_depression

http://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/publications/suicide-in-the-us-statistics-and-prevention.shtml

http://www.depression-guide.com/depression-statistics.htm

http://www.healthyplace.com/communities/depression/related/getting_help.asp

http://www.depression-help-for-you.com/

http://www.recovery-inc.org/index.html

 Here are some places to call for advice or support

 1-800-448-3000 (free prevention hotline)
1-800-784-2443 (US national toll free suicide line)
1-800-273-TALK (National Suicide prevention lifeline)
1-800-621-4000 (World wide suicide hotline)
1-800-442-4673 (National Youth Crisis hotline)

 If you want to you can also contact me personally at 509-966-1781 I will be more than willing to help anyone that needs it.